Lov-ely

In the last month i have wrote 5 songs, 3 of which i have wrote in the last 2 days. I am leading worship all week at Master's Commision. (CPMC). Yesterday was lovely. It is a thing of just wanting to be raw before him...thats where worship starts. I know there are always amazing things that God is wanting to do, It is usually just a matter of us slowing down enough and submitting our will to him. I want to be someone like david in the Bible, Proclaiming the greatness of God, without forgeting the tenderness and personalness of him.

We are looking at a house. It is amazing, and an amazing deal. Plus if we buy it we will have, 30k in homeowner equity, right off the bat, get experiance in fixing household stuff, be able to learn about being landlords...and our part is big enough to grow into!....we shall see what shall happen.

Worship Leader?

Well Today I am Leading worship (for people older than 11yrs) for the first time since I was in the simo homegroup. I acctually am leading with a song i wrote...yesterday. it is based of the "trust the Lord with all your Heart, dont lean on your understanding." It is like Josh always says, usually when i write a song its really good if its simple. I guess when i am the most desperate before the Lord that is when he is the most Powerful to me.
today also we are going in to make an offer on a house. It is a lovely duplex that we think maybe God has been saving for us. We shall see. It would be lovely though, because we would be able to rent the top out and help with payments....we shall see what the will of the Lord is. I love you!!!

flower

Oh God, Bring Life to me, without You I am nothing.

I need you to bring your life pulsing through me. If you are the vine, bring life to this branch, how else can i bear fruit that will last. Pulse through me. Be my life. You have been my help. Bring Joy to your servant, for who else can bring Joy? I love you. You are my love.

Usual except...

Work is going well, Joshua and I are getting more involved in the school at the Church (MC). All is going fairly well. I just have this sense always, that Jesus is coming back soon SooN SOON! It doesn't leave me, unless only to come back stronger than before. I am seeing the vultures, and taking into account what that means. I am dared to realize that there is nothing else worth living for. And that i need to be full of the Holy Spirit and empty from fear. and counting the cost...what really does matter anyways...