He said to me, "my Grace is sufficient for you, Because my power is made perfect in weakness." So because of that I will boast all the more about my weakness, because He is seen so strong when it becomes obvious how weak i am on my own.
I feel ill iquiped for the work I do. Not because i don't have the trainning, but because without the Lord everything I do is vain. I am now teaching at the LFI programe 3 days a week. I have one class on mondays. It is similar to "prophetic worship class" that Terisa teaches. I call it "Singing the Psalms." Last week we looked at the Lords prayer, this week we will be singing psalm 63. This class has three purposes. For the 7 students (ok, and me too) to #1 grow deeper in their love and expression for the Lord, to #2 understand worship and prayer more, for them to not just be foggy idealistic things we do, but to be real and understandable, and to #3 give the students a better understanding of scripture.

Wednesday and Friday I teach basically all morning. there is a "Words in the Word" study, in which we are currently exploring romans 12 &13, a practical outreach and servanthood class, in which we spend time working or talking or praying for people in the church with needs, or where we work, evangelize and get aquainted with our community, and the lowly, lonely and needy. I am excited and scared about this class. It will have to be God who gives us the divine appointments: scarry cause i know im not in control, exciting cause God does a much better Job at working things out than I ever could. And im leading worship, and teaching some other classes. Terisa would be so proud of me how I have been playing the piano for others to sing out and have not been stopping the cord progression every time i mess up, but just keeping going.

Been thinking about "what does it mean to live for God's eternity?"
Been thinking about servanthood, truth in the word of God, and wide is the road to destruction, narrow the way to life.
Been thinking...how much of people who do the "Christianity thing" are not truly changed by the dividing, powerful, always active word of God.
Funny how The grace of God is this ammazing power that enables us to live the way God designed us to live.
God has Given Josh and I a couple to be friends with who share our hearts...What an amazing thing! And we each have a single friend who also share our hearts. It is increduble and so exciting!
Have you ever noticed how much of the new testiment is about being patient and loving your brothers, and loving the lowely, the poor, the obscure. It is a beautiful idealism, but can be acctually quite painful and convicting in reality. Have you ever tied together matthew 25's "sheep and goats" story with the place in John that says you dont love God who you cant see, if you don't even love your brother who you can see. Have you ever then gone to romans 15 where it says to accept others to bring praise to God, and thought about how if you say God accepts them, but you yourself don't...HOW is anyone going to believe you? Just some thoughts i have been thinking.

This is a picture I made for Pietze's wedding shower invitations....didn't end up using it, but i think its "lovely."

Kendra, my very first sister...I love you! (Note: we are pretty hot too! Good thing we have amazing husbands fight off evil people jeoulous of our good looks) haha!
Lindsey, I have been quoting you alot lately. "if you have to hold it together, when you let Go it will fall apart, but if God is holding it together it will last."